Tired Of everything around me I smile But I don’t feel a thing no I’m so far from where I need to be I’ve given up on faith, on everything All I want, all I need Is some peace There’s a hole Inside of me It’s so cold Slowly killing me Secrets Eating at the core of me Shut off Trusting all the lies I breathe I’m so far from where I need to be I’ve given up on faith, on everything All I wanted, all I needed Was some peace
Sinking ever so slowly So far from where I should be No hands reaching out for me Help me, help me Something’s gone I can feel it It’s all wrong I’m so sick of this There’s a hole Inside of me It’s so cold Slowly killing me There’s a hole Inside of me
Slowly killing me
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This was my status on FB last night:Should i listen/believe others or believe my foolish heart? *chaotic mode on*
Love “believes” in people. It can see the potential in them. It believes that God can take the most unattractive and unworthy individual and turn that person into a masterpiece of beauty and grace. If love errs, it must err in the way of trustfulness and hopefulness. It’s better to believe in someone and have your heart broken than to have no heart at all. British poet Alfred Tennyson wrote, “ ’Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
Love looks beyond what people are to what they can become.
pagi-pagi uda dikasih lagu dari ika yang mengingatkan gue akan giraffe.
yippee...akhirnya kemaren tanpa ditanya, Giraffe confirmed soal ketemuan sabtu ini (yang itu berarti dia melewatkan KP) dan entah kenapa dia terlihat sangat excited.
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
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akhirnya tanggal 14 maret sudah berakhir juga...
Setiap bertemu dengan dirimuSenyum tak bisa apalagi tertawa
Kamu buatku mati gaya
Lalu kamu mulai dekati aku
Bertanya-tanya tentang diriku
Ku jawab semua dan kamu pun tersenyum
Kamu buatku bahagia
Aku suka kamu
Aku naksir kamu
Kamu ingat aku
Aku ingat kamu
Aaah hanya kamu
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.Here is the analysis:
Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.You value your friendships: 60%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
lagi terkena virus malas ngeblog niy
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lagi senyum2 sendiri gara2 abis chat sama om ndut.
Produktivitas ngeblog asli turun.
Dingin sih. *loh kok nyalahin hawa* Hihihihihi! 
selain itu juga karena seminggu ini udah masuk kerja lagi dan kudu berangkat dari rumah jam 5 pagi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hari pertama, gue liat bulan pagi2!!!!!!!!!
OMG, seumur2 baru kali ini liat bulan pas pagi hari!!!!!!!!!
jalanan juga gelap banget dan mau nyari barang2 ato mau dandan di mobil aja susah karena gelap
*kudu bawa senter deh*
hari kedua dan selanjutnya sih ga liat bulan karena mendung dan hujan deras melulu tiap berangkat kerja
pulang sih jam 3 dan baru sampe rumah jam 4 lewat, jadi masih sempat chatting sama ndut
tapi parahnya sekarang jam 8 gue udah ngantuk dan cepet tidur.
jadinya...yah gitu deh, gue makin terisolasi dari dunia pergaulan karena jadwal gue yang makin aneh dan berantakan ini
