You are my air, my sunshine, my smiley

It's been in the past for a while
I get a flash and I smile
Am I crazy
Still miss you, baby
It was real
It was right
But it burned too hot to survive
All that's left is,
All these ashes

Where does the love go
I don't know
When it's all set and done
How could I be losing you forever,
After all the time we spent together
I have to know why I had to lose you
Now you've just become like everything
I'll never find again
At the bottom of the ocean

In a dream, you appear
For a while, you were here
So I keep sleeping,
Just to keep you with me
I'll draw a map,
Connect the dots
With all the memories that I got
What I'm missing,
I'll keep reliving

Just know I love the time we both had
And I don't ever want to see you sad
Be happy
And I don't wanna hold you
If you don't wanna tell me you love me babe
Just know I'm gonna have to walk away
I'll be big enough for both of us to say
Be happy

Cuma 4 hari tidak bertukar cerita membuat gue seperti mati rasanya, tenggelam dalam deperesi mood. Jika 2 bulan yang lalu gue bisa dengan mudah berkata letting go with him, tapi sekarang membayangkannya saja sudah membuat gue depresi dan tidak sanggup rasanya. Karena pagar-pagar di hati itu sudah semakin terbuka dengan lebar dan aku sudah menjadi lemah.
Mencoba bertahan tanpanya, tapi itu membuat gue semakin lemah.
Mencoba mengerti kesibukannya, tapi itu tidak mudah karena aku rindu
Ketika dia mengingat bahwa gue ingin ikut seminarnya, dan dia menitipkan tiket kepadaku; dapatkah aku menganggap itu sebagai bentuk perhatian dan dia tidak melupakan gue...
Gue hanya menyadari bahwa gue butuh dia ada dalam hari-hari ku..
Apakah ini yang namanya cinta?

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air