feeling better with smile

sebuah senyuman dapat membangkitkan jiwa yang lesu dan mengobati hati yang luka..


feeling so much better after sms-an ama giraffe semalem
walo gue sengaja salah kirim sms hehe
(tapi emang ga sengaja juga siy)
dan senangnya dengan perhatian dari dia dan dari sms-nya yang
full of smile itu :)

dan hari ini tumben banget dia comment di status gue di FB
hmmm...

I miss him so much...

pingin ketemu tapi susah juga soale bulan ini adalah
bulan sibuk bagi kita berdua...

I dont care I'm in love

yippee...akhirnya kemaren tanpa ditanya, Giraffe confirmed soal ketemuan sabtu ini (yang itu berarti dia melewatkan KP) dan entah kenapa dia terlihat sangat excited.
Pengorbanan dia itu membuat gue jadi semakin sayang dan melambung hehe
akhirnya jadi berpikir (duma sih tepatnya yang berpikir gini) kalo mungkin saja dia mau nembak. dan membuat gue jadi mengkhayal. padahal gue udah tau kalo mengkhayal ntar bakal sakit nih kenyataannya alias ga bakal terjadi. but i dont care. setidaknya gue bahagia beberapa hari ini, dan setelah sabtu jadi merana.
karena perasaan ini pula yang membuat gue jadi rela mau antriin tiket transformer 2 buat dia dari siang, padahal gue mualaaaaaaaasssss banget nontonnya. tapi jadi ingat dia dulu juga uda berkorban nemenin gue nonton shophalic hehe. dan gue masih bingung mau kasih kado apa huhuhu

smile

I woke up this morning and

you made me smile
from your simple halo in Yamee

what a perfect moment to start a day

I wish it could be forever

Happy Birthday

jujur gue bingung kenapa gue nulis post ini. Tapi entah kenapa pas gue liat foto-foto ini tiba-tiba merasa kangen sama dia yang nun jauh disana dan sudah tidak pernah ada kontak lagi. Dia yang tidak lagi mengisi hari-hariku dan pikiranku, but somehow dia tetap ada di hati walau pergumulan itu sudah selesai. So, I just wanna say,...

Happy Birthday 26th, Juno.....
June 20th, 2009

p.s. lucu juga karena pas giraffe ultah, gue malah ga bikin post tentang dia

I miss you

Gimme a reason
Why I'm feeling so blue
Everytime I close my eyes, all I see is you
Gimme a reason
Why I can't feel my heart
Everytime you leave my side, I just fall apart

And when you're fast asleep, I wonder where you go
Can you tell me, I wanna know

Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

Gimme a reason
Why I can't concentrate
The world is turning upside down
Spinning round and round
Gimme a reason
Why I now understand
The beauty and simplicity of everything surrounding me

You got a way of spreading magic everywhere
Anywhere I go, I know you're always there
It sounds ridiculous, but when you leave a room
There's a part of me that just wants to follow you too

t's such a hard life in most of the time
I'm just surviving
That's why I want you to know
In the world where sincerity has lost its meaning
You fill my world with so much hope

You know I miss you
And this all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all

You know I miss you
And this is all I wanna do
I know it doesn't sound too cool
But maybe I'm in love with you
I just miss you
Yeah, it's true
I miss you, baby
And when you're walking out that door
I know I miss you
You make me wanna ask for more
I just miss you
Yeah, it's true
I miss you, baby

kecewa

Sedikit waktu yang kau miliki
Luangkanlah untukku
Harap secepatnya datangi aku
S'kali ini ku mohon padamu
Ada yang ingin ku sampaikan
Sempatkanlah...
Hampa kesal dan amarah
S'luruhnya ada dibenakku
Tandai seketika
Hati yang tak terbalas
Oleh cintamu...
Kuingin marah, melampiaskan tapi kuhanyalah sendiri disini
Ingin kutunjukkan pada siapa saja yang ada
Bahwa hatiku kecewa...

mission failed

gue udah berjanji ga akan menghubungi di semenjak tanggal 2 juni dan akan berusaha menghilang.
huh gak taunya gue tidak bisa menepati.
barusan nyapa dia di YM, dan iseng2 minta traktiran.
eh ga taunya di approve dan semoga hari minggu ini ketemu.
asyikkk...
setidaknya ada buahnya juga deh
padahal sebelumnya gue uda hopeless kalo dia bakal BT dan menjauh dari gue :)

Quick update: Farewell (part 1)

Nothing hurts like losing
When you know it's really gone
Except for the pain of choosing
To hold too long
For us it's too late
And the story's getting old
So I guess the driveway
Will be the end of the road
Let the credits start to roll
I thought maybe we were getting somewhere
But we're still nowhere at all
I watched your tail lights fading
I try but it still won't fall
I remember what it feels like
To know love and have it taken away
I can't think of what I learned right now
But I'll be thanking you someday

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

This is the final goodbye because you want me to say it to you