hurt so bad

OMG..melow mode on all day long...

and I cant work in this situation..

tapi deadline sudah menanti di depan mata

Be strong, laura!!!!!!!

The Final Result

it's over

too painful to tell here

I only could say:

goodbye my almost lover

for me, u aren't special anymore

goodbye my giraffe...

I choose to believe my heart on God

This was my status on FB last night:

Should i listen/believe others or believe my foolish heart? *chaotic mode on*

and I couldn't sleep last night coz this bad feelings and thoughts

But when I woke up and read ODB today, it made me realize that Love Believes All Things

Love “believes” in people. It can see the potential in them. It believes that God can take the most unattractive and unworthy individual and turn that person into a masterpiece of beauty and grace. If love errs, it must err in the way of trustfulness and hopefulness. It’s better to believe in someone and have your heart broken than to have no heart at all. British poet Alfred Tennyson wrote, “ ’Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

if I said I like (love) him than I should put my trust on God and on him.

Love looks beyond what people are to what they can become.

Grateful

Lagi menikmati indahnya PDKT :)

Menikmati enaknya share ttg kehidupan sehari-hari bersama dia

dan ketika gue share ttg masalah gue terkini (bokap jatuh dan masuk rs) dan ketika gue bertanya dimana pejaten,

dia langsung tanggap dan tanpa diminta langsung cari dan kirimin peta...lengkap dengan arrow dari RS sekarang menuju pejaten.

Pas ngeliatnya, gue jadi terharu banget....

(oh no..hampir menangis nih sambil ngetik-mungkin karena sambil dengerin Longer song)

Ga tau deh apa karena ini masih masa PDKT jadi baik gitu..ato memang Tuhan mengirimkan dia untuk membantu gue...

Yang jelas I'm so grateful :)

“Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people

before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person,

we will know how to be grateful for the gift.”

“A friend is one with whom you are comfortable,

to whom you are loyal, through whom you are blessed,

and for whom you are grateful.”

I love you more each day...

ga pernah kusangka bahwa dia akan mengajak jenguk berdua senin kemaren..

(walau dia agak maksa juga siy sebetulnya..)

dan tidak kusangka bahwa jalan2 bersama kami semakin menyenangkan..

yah dia mulai menunjukkan perhatiannya, dan juga mulai mau membawa barang2 gue hehee...

tidak kusangka jika pembicaraan kami semakin mengasyikkan..

(sampai besoknya gue malah masuk angin karena pulang malam hehe)

dan tidak pernah kusangka kalau sudah 13 hari kami terus berhubungan..entah by sms, chat, atau telpon... (rekor baru nih)

feels like home

akhirnya ketemuan juga.....

padahal gue sudah hopeless kalo kali ini gagal, dan akhirnya dia yg mengusulkan minggu sore.

tadinya gue uda parno aja bakal dibatalin lagi..eh ga taunya dia yg bolak balik ngecek apakah gue setuju jika acaranya dipindahin, padahal gue sudah confirm OK.

toh akhirnya jadi juga ketemuan dengan dia yg datang duluan dan antri tiket duluan. dia yang bener2 sabar ngadepin gue, nganterin gue kemana2, sabar dalam ngantri, bawain barang gue, bahkan nyoba red mango sama2 hahaa...

dan dia yang menguatkan dan membantu gue untuk sabar juga ketika lagi disakiti oleh temen deket sekaligus bisnis partner gue. dia yang menyemangati gue dengan rencana masa depan gue dan bisnis gue.

dan dia sendiri juga mulai curhat lebih dalam...

tanpa gue sadari, gue sangat berasa nyaman bersama dia..awalnya jika kita bersama, kita akan bingung mau ngomong apa lagi; tapi sekarang bingung bagaimana mengakhirinya hehe.. Bersama dia, gue bisa jadi diri gue apa adanya...cerita segala hal kepada dia (kecuali perasaan terpendam gue)

Maybe we're friends
maybe we're more
maybe it's just my imagination
but i see you stare
just a little too long
and it makes me start to wonder
so baby, call me crazy
but i think you feel it too
Maybe I, maybe I
just gotta get next to you
baby, let's get together and end this mystery.