But I guess, yesterday was the worst quarrel, because it ended up by I yelled "hate you" to him.
Words that I never yelled before, and it showed that I was really frustrated to him.
Even though he tried to be nice to me and said sorry, but it couldn't melt my heart like used to be
I was really pissed off
Pissed off for everything that he blamed me of
Pissed of for his judgement to me
And all I can think of go away from him
I was tired for being tired
But when I look out all of my blog that I've wrote about him since I had feeling for him,
I know that deep in my heart, I "benci" him
BENar-benar CInta"
These are the blog that I've talked about:
http://lauceluv.blogspot.com/2009/09/grateful.html
http://lauceluv.blogspot.com/2010/08/ramalan-facebook.html
http://lauceluv.blogspot.com/2010/08/someone-who-loves-me.html
http://lauceluv.blogspot.com/2010/04/i-saat.html
