heartbroken playlist

playlist ini sudah lama pingin dibuat sejak kejadian G17juni2008 tapi selalu ketunda karena aye males hehehe
tapi karena temen baik gue-duma-barusan aja patah hati dan tanya lagu apa yah yang cocok, akhirnya gue bikin deh niy playlist.

selamat mencari lagunya yah dum buat mengiringi u menangis :)
-biar lega-

Al Greene-How can you mend a broken heart
Anne Murray-Broken heart
Avril Lavigne-I'm miss you
Bunga Citra Lestari-Saat Kau pergi
Alicia Keys-hurts so bad
Billy Dean-somewhere in my broken heart
Brian McKnight-do I ever cross your mind
Hugh Grant-dont write me off
Gavin DeGraw - Tracks of my Tears
Grease - Tears On My Pillow
Grey's Anatomy - Never Leave Your Heart Alone
I cry - Yuri Chica
Indra & Gilang - Selamat Tinggal
iwa k - ku ingin kembali
James Blunt-Tears And Rain
Jessie_Baylin-Was_I_On_Your_Mind
Jesus Christ Super Star - I Don't Know How To Love Him
Jewel - I'm Sensitive
Jordan Knight - Separate Ways
Jordan Knight-BrokenbyYou
Jordan Knight - No More Tears
Jordan Knight & Deborah Gibson - Say Goodbye
Lake House - The Clientele - I Can't Seem To Make You Mine (Soundtrack)
Landon Pigg - Can't Let Go
M.O.P - I Love You
Marcell - Mendendam
Matt White - Wait For Love
Nelly Furtado - All Good Things Come To An End
One Less Reason- A Day to Be Alone
Rick Price - It Only Reminds Me Of You
Ruth Sahanaya - Adakah Tempat Di Hatimu
Sarah Geronimo-So Heartbroken
The Bird And The Bee - I'm A Broken Heart
The Click Five - Empty
Vonda Shepard - Alone Again Naturally (Ally McBeal)
Whitney Houston - Where Do Broken Hearts Go
Whitney Houston - Why Does It Hurt So Bad (Waiting To Exhale Soundtrack)
Yuni Shara - Sepi
Afgan - Sadis
curhat-numata
AFGAN - Confession ( Bonus Track )
Cokelat-Salah
d_Masiv-Cinta_Ini_Membunuhku
D'Masiv-Di Antara Kalian
Gemala-If I Never
D'Masiv - Cinta Sampai Disini
Kahitna - Cinta Sudah Lewat
Glenn Freddly-kalah
BCL-hanya diam
La Luna-Membekas Di Hati
Maliq & D'essentials - Untitled
Numata - Semakin Jauh
Sheila On 7-Betapa
MARCELL - SEMUA YANG TERLAMBAT
BCL-tak mungkin
Marcell-tersiksa
Yovie & Nuno-Inginku,Bukan Hanya Jadi Temanmu (`Qu`une Amie`)
Ruth Sahanaya - Layu Sebelum Berkembang
The Corrs-what can I do
Marcell-berhenti berharap
Mocca-dear diary
Espen Lind - Unloved
BCL-kecewa
Utopia-lelah
Maliq & D'essentials - Masih Tersimpan
Malique_&_D'essentials_Ft.Camelia_-_Sampai_Kapan
La LUna-merelakanmu
Mikaila - Art of Letting Go
Numata-mencoba bertahan
Peabo Bryson - If Ever You're In My Arms Again
Dewi Sandra-pergi
-Rascal Flatts - What Hurts the Most
Rockwell Ryan - I Don't Wanna Sing
RSD-Satu Bintang Di Langit Kelam
S Club 7-say goodbye
Dewi Sandra-sesal
Utopia-telah habis
The Script - The Man That Cant Be Moved
Melissa Manchester-Don't Cry Out Loud
98 Degrees - Was It Something I Didn't Say
bellefire-cant cry hard enough
Christina Milian - Until I Get Over You
Copy of (Timmy Thomas) - Dying inside to hold you
A-ha-Crying In The Rain
Take That-TODAY I'VE LOST YOU
Nina- I Cant Make You Love Me
Agnes - Cinta Diujung Jalan
Rio febrian-Bukan untukku
gabrielle-out of reach
Utopia-hujan
RICHARD CARPENTER I'm still not over you
Regine Velasquez - If Ever You're In My Arms Again
Simply Red - So Not Over You
utopia-antara ada&tiada
Warna Masih Ada
The corrs-Time Enough For Tears
Celine Dion-It's Hard To Say Goodbye (duet with Paul Anka)
Samsons-bukan diriku
Samson-kenangan terindah
lighthouse family-aint no sunshine
Dewa-pupus
setengah hati-ada band
Glenn Freddly-akhir cerita cinta
Feelings
Hear My Cry - Cagnet
Hedi Yunus - Sebatas Mimpi
Josh Groban - Broken Vow
Agnes-jera
Monita-kekasih sejati
Christine-Kehilangan
Glenn Freddly-Sedih tak berujung
Rita Effendy Sendiri

mewek-ing (a.k.a ketika sedang mewek)

mewek...

people said that song could express feeling more than words, what heart could say.
gue ga bisa berekspresi dengan kata2 saat ini, tidak bisa melukiskan perasaan yang ada di hati ini sekarang (setelah bertemu dengan dia dan mendengar kesaksian dia)
Hanya lagu2 yang dulu menemani gue dan sampai sekarang menemani gue setelah dia mengecewakan gue


Our lives crossed in a moment, All the others disappear, A feeling so familiar, And the meaning was more than clear, When I felt your eyes break trough me, I knew I'd need you like the sun, And as the dawn came up around me, I knew you'd be the one, when you come back to me, I'll hold you till forever ends, And never let you go again
(when u come back to me - edyta gorniak)



So tell me you love me the moment you leave, You're more than a shadow, I've just got to believe, I wish I could keep you all of my life, The way that I feel for you inside
(perfect moment)


What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
(what can i do-the corrs)


It's so hard to leave you
I don't really wanna go
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
It's the last thing I wanna do
(wishing the same stars)


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
(what hurts the most)


di kala hati resah
sribu ragu datang memaksaku
rindu semakin menyerang
kalaulah aku dapat membaca pikiranmu
dengan sayap pengharapanmu
ingin terbang jauh
andaikan ku dapat mengungkapkan
perasaanku hingga membuat kau percaya
akan kuberikan seutuhnya
rasa cintaku
rasa cinta yang tulus dari dasar
lubuk hatiku
Tuhan, jalinkanlah cinta
bersama.. slamanya
(selamanya cinta-d'cinnamons)


Try to say it's over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can't set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more
Wish I could open up that door
Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through
the pain of one more day
Without you
Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I'm learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.
(the art of letting go-nina)


If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll love you much better
If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll hold you forever
This time will never end
(IF EVER YOU'RE IN MY ARMS AGAIN (Peabo Bryson))


My Heart can't let you go
Though I try to break away
It haunts me every night
But the ghost of you won't fade
You've hypnotized my soul
Now I try and turn the page
I know I must move on
But I never get too far
It's you alone I want
There's a touch that's missing
An emptiness that I've never known
And I don't know where to start
It's tearing me apart
(My Heart Can't Let You Go)


Angkasa tanpa pesan merengkuh semakin dalam
Berselimut debu waktu kumenanti cemas
Kau datang dengan sederhana
Satu bintang dilangit kelam
Sinarmu rimba pesona dan kutahu tlah tersesat
Kukejar kau takkan bertepi
Menggapaimu takkan bersambut
Sendiri membendung rasa ini
Sementara kau membeku
Khayalku terbuai jauh
Pelita kecilmu mengalir pelan dan aku terbenam
Redup kilaumu tak mengarah
Jadilah diriku selatan
Namun tak kau sadari hingga kini dan nanti
(satu bintang di langit kelam-RSD)


Kuncup di hatiku
Yang lama kusimpan
Hancur kini
Sebelum berkembang...
Mengapa ini
Harus terjadi
Di tengah
Kebahagiaan
Ingin kurasakan
Lebih lama lagi
Hidup bersama
Denganmu...
(Layu Sebelum Berkembang-Ruth Sahanaya)


Dua cintamu, Ku tau
Dan ku mengalah karenanya
Ini yang terbaik buat kita
Kadang kuingin kau menjauh dariku
Namun terkadang tak bisa kulepaskan
Yang tersisa dari bayangmu
Meninggalkan sebait luka
Tak kan pernah adil untukku
Tolong lepaskanku
Sungguh terasa dingin tanpamu
kenanglah aku
( labil-numata)


How can I move on when I still in love with you…
(The Script - The Man Who Can’t Be Moved)


Segenap hati yang tercurah
Dalam pelukanmu asmara
Kekalahan hati padamu membuatku
Menjauh..
Aku masih mencintamu
Mencitaimu
Sungguh sungguh mencintamu
Mengagumimu
Tak kan lelah hati merasa
Sesungguhnya sungguh sungguh aku kalah
Namun cintaku tak kan lemah
Merepuhnya jiwa yang terdasar
Dalam sentuhanmu asmara
Kini harus ku trima kenyataan
Tanpamu menjauh
(Kalah-Glenn Fredly)


Tertahan Waktu
Tak Berwujud Apapun
Selain Gelisahku
Tak Cukup Hanya
Dengan Bayangmu
Melumpuhkan Kesepian
Yang Dalam Disini
Sungguh Nyata
Semakin Aku Menunggu
Semakin Aku Terjerat
Terjerat Dalam Penantian Ini
Sedetikpun Menghilang
Sungguh Begitu Berarti
Sepi Yang Tiada Pernah Berakhir
(Marcell - Keinginanku)


Saat Ku Temukan Dirimu
Tak Ku Sangka Rasamu Tertinggal
Begitu Dalam
Hingga Ku Tak Tahu Apakah
Ini Cinta Yang Terindah
Yang Kan Berakhir
Telah Ku Ucapkan Sayang
Dan Ku Buktikan
Kau Yang Terpilih
Namun Kau Buat Ku Tersiksa
Dengan Rasa Yang Tak Pernah Kan Terjawab
Apa Yang Harus Ku Lakukan
Agar Aku Berikan Cintaku
Hanya Untukmu
Meski Ku Berharap Kau Mau
Merasakan Getaran Yang
Pernah Kita Rasakan
Telah Ku Ucapkan Sayang
Dan Ku Buktikan
Kau Yang Terpilih
Namun Kau Buat Ku Tersiksa
Dengan Rasa Yang Tak Pernah Kan Terjawab
(Marcell - Tersiksa)


Setiap Aku Teringat Wajahmu
Bisakah Hati Ini Memendammu
Berulang Kali Aku Mencoba
Pergi Jauh Melupakan Dirimu
Ku Gelisah...Ku Tak Kuasa
Menghapus Kenangan Indah Bersamamu
Menghapus Yang Pernah Tersimpan Di Hati
Pantaskah Bila Aku Tak Mampu Melupakanmu
Kini Aku Telah Bersamanya
Haruskah Ku Sesali
Apa Yang Telah Terjadi
Aku Tak Mungkin Denganmu
(Pantaskah - Marcell)

Josh ouch hahahaaha

Josh sings bits and pieces of memorable TV themes on 6oth annual Emmy Award (September 21, 2008) . Really really out of his comfort zone. Its funny, fresh, and ouch...cant stop laugh and amazed in the same time :)

The World is Just Awesome :D

Yes, it does make me want to break into this song. And makes me want to prevent the earth from global warming.

And let’s sing the song!

I love the mountains
I love the clear blue skies
I love big bridges
I love when great whites fly.

I love the whole world
and all its sights and sounds

boom dee ya da, boom dee ya da, boom dee ya da, boom dee ya da

I love the ocean
I love the dirty things
I love to go fast
I love egyptian kings

I love the whole world
and all its craziness

boom dee ya da, boom dee ya da, boom dee ya da, boom dee ya da

I love tornados
I love arachanid
I love hot magma
I love the giant squids

I love the whole world
it’s such a brilliant place.

boom dee ya da, boom dee ya da, boom dee ya da, boom dee ya da
boom dee ya da, boom dee ya da, boom dee ya da, boom dee ya da

:D I won’t mind having this song playing over and over in my head all day

[Self describing] Picture Worth a 1000 words..

kata orang...
gue lebih bagus berekspresi dengan tulisan dan gambar2...
jadi kalo di tanya "u itu kaya gimana siy?"
well, just cek this out!

1. My age:









2. A place I would like to visit:

3. My favorite place:

4. My favorite movie:



















5. My favorite drink:



















6. My favorite color:














7. My favorite scent:



8. My favorite season:













9. The place in which I live:








10. My favorite food:















11. Celebrity whom I want to meet:



















12. My favorite month:
















13. My favorite music:



















14. My dreamed gadget:

















15. My dreamed vacation:










16. My wish:

my recently updated

sudah lama rasanya tidak menulis posting ttg keadaan gue belakangan ini. The basic problem is: gue punya banyak bahan untuk ditulis, tapi untuk memindahkan isi kepala gue ke tulisan di blog, rasanya butuh perjuangan sendiri, nyari waktu di antara hal-hal lain yang harus gue kerjain juga ( another excuse of being a not–so-organized person-a.k.a pemuaaalas hohoho)
Well, actually my laptop has broken. Yup, dunno what happen with the browser or the modem but i cant connected with internet so i have to use my old compu which is very tempting bcuz it took 15 minutes just to loading and connected to internet. OMYG!!!!!

jadi mau nulis apa niy???

hmm bingung...

start from the title of this posting


*my Life...*
Ternyata yang namanya jauh dari Tuhan itu sangat tidak enak.
walaupun mungkin secara duniawi, keadaan kita lebih baik dari sebelumnya. semuanya tercukupi dan berbagai kemudahan yang kita dapatkan.
Tapi justru membuat kita semakin tidak mengandalkan Tuhan dalam setiap keputusan hidup yang kita ambil, dalam setiap pergumulan yang kita jalani. Sedikit demi sedikit namun pasti, hidup ini kita jalani menjauh dari Allah, sumber hidup kita satu-satunya.
Inilah yang lagi gue alami sekarang. Mati rohani, asik sama diri sendiri dan jadi ga peka. Boro2 ama kehendak Tuhan, ama temen sendiri aja ga peka. Padahal gue sering bilang cari kehendak Tuhan dulu kalo ada temen gue yang lagi curhat. How hypocrite I am...
makanya gue sangat tertegur sama temen kk gue kalo dia tetap bisa jaga hpdt selama dunia alumni ini,

yang pasti gw semakin mengerti gw nggak bisa hidup tanpa Allah Masa depan, hidup gw, setiap keputusan gw semuanya harus dengan tuntunan Tuhan Gw semakin nggak berani untuk nggak dekat sama Tuhan karena gw butuh Tuhan banget Masa depan gue ada di tangan Tuhan Intinya gw harus makin intim sama Tuhan nih supaya makin tune in dan tau bener kehendak Tuhan gw mau kemana

Sebetulnya akar masalah adalah karena Tuhan sudah tidak menjadi center dalam hidup gue sehingga iman makin lemah (apalagi dalam pergumulan PH) dan jadinya yah ancur deh hpdt.
Bersyukur Tuhan masih sayang sama gue sehingga dia tetap menegur gue lewat berbagai FT, salah satunya adalah lewat Isa. 1:1-9; Hag. 1:2-7.

If God didn’t care, He wouldn’t ask us to consider the time and effort we are spending on diminishing returns. If He didn’t love us, He couldn’t remind us of all that He has given us. God sees what has happened to us and knows how much we need to focus on Him today.
When Christ is the center of your interests, life will be in focus.

Gue ingin kembali seperti dulu. gue ingin Kristus jadi pusat hidup gue seperti dulu.


*my friends*
jujur belakangan ini gue bingung dengan suasana kerja. Bukan karena kerjaannya, tapi dengan teman-temannya. Tepatnya di divisi gue yang sekarang. Seperti ada tembok dingin diantara HT dan guru2 yang lain dan gue bingung dengan posisi gue karena sepertinya kedua pihak itu berusaha menjelaskan dengan maksud yang berbeda-beda. Dan gue pusing terjebak di tengah-tengah. Bingung gimana harus bersikap netral. Dan berusaha gimana menjaga integritas (gak ngegosip itu lho)


+my work*
gue bener2 pusing sama meja kerja gue. Berantakan banget dan selalu full sama kertas, file, dan entah apa lagi. padahal gue sudah berusaha disiplin dengan mengerjakan secepat mungkin setiap kerjaan yang muncul tapi entah kenapa itu meja selalu penuh sampai gue tidak bisa bekerja disana karena ga ada space. Sampe akhirnya gue terpaksa pindah sementara ke meja lain yang kosong, sampai gue punya solusi dengan meja gue itu.
Tapi pas gue liat ke meja diseberang gue, kayanya gue tahu kenapa meja gue jadi kaya gini; ini KARMA bo!!!! Ooowwww.... karma karena dulu gue suka ngejekin IKA yang mejanya selalu berantakan. (sorry ka).
coba liat aja metamorfosis meja kerja gue (bagi yang bisa menemukan 10 perbedaannya dapat mengambil hadiah 1 gelas cantik di dapur gue heheeh)...

sebelum dirapikan (ada kue nangkring dari secreet admire)

apakah sudah terlihat lebih rapi???

+my addicted+
well, my new addicted is blogwalking to celeb blog. Bermula dari iseng2 blogwalking ke blognya raditya dika, dan membaca posting2nya tentang kegiatan2 sehari2nya yang super padat dan gila juga. Sebetulnya ini karena dia pandai banget bermain kata2 sehingga sesuatu yang biasa jadi terdengar lucu (well, i'm starting to read his book after read his blog).

Terus, blogwalking lagi dan ketemu dengan blog dian sastro, wulan guritno, angelina sondakh, dan sherina.
Yang paling menarik siy baca blognya raditya (ceritanya diambil dari keseharian si penulis, berarti emang dia jago nulis. Mungkin kejadian sebenernya nggak sekocak itu, tapi salut juga sama cara dia ngungkapinnya dalam tulisan), dian sastro dan sherina (dunno why deh!). Anyway busway yang ga kelar-kelar, ngunjungin blog artis itu asik karena kita jadi tahu tentang kehidupan mereka, perasaan mereka, dan rahasia mereka. Lebih asyik daripada u baca tabloid atau nonton infotainment yang beritanya basi, banyak iklan, dan ga bener. Ada yang tahu blog artis yang lain lagi ga???

tapi setelah membaca blog artis, gue jadi makin melihat kekuatan blog itu sebagai sarana promosi dan persuasi sebuah isu sosial yang kuat ke dalam masyarakat (duileh bahasa gue rumit banget)


*my new updates*
akhirnya bikin facebook juga...
bagi yang punya facebook jangan lupa add gue juga ok :)
yang cukup mengejutkan adalah ternyata banyak juga temen2 gue yang punya account di facebook especially temen2 di tarcy. Tapi sampai posting ini di post, gue masih belum menemukan keasikan dalam facebook :( Yang ada, gue justru suka bingung gunain berbagai aplikasinya :((

+my love+
-liat posting selanjutnya aja karena terlalu panjang-


+my future adventure+
gue mau ke eropa a.k.a belgia

ide gila ini berawal dari email duma sep 10
"

Lau.......
Gw ngiri banget deh sama Feby, pas ngeliat foto-foto dia di Belgia.
Lau kita ngumpulin duit buat ke sana yuks.
Kan tinggalnya enak tuh bisa di tempat Feby.
Tempat tinggal udah nggak usah mikirin.
Tinggal ongkos ke sana aja tuh yang perlu kita pikirin.
Dr Belgia bisa kemana-mana lagi.
Bisa keliling Eropa.
Seneng banget deh kayaknya.
Lau pengeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen.
Yuks kita bertekad.
Berapa tahun ya kira-kira ngumpulin duitnya.
Hehehehe
Ayooooooo Lauuuuuuuuuu"

tanpa pikir panjang langsung aja gue iyakan mission impossible itu.
dan bersiap-siap nabung selama 3 tahun (bisa ga ya????) dan beli buku "The Naked Traveller" dan "Ciao Italy"
ato ada lagi ga yang punya usulan buku buat backpaker gitu?

yah segini aja deh update terbaru gue. Sampai jumpa di posting selanjutnya...

Single of The Day: The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved

Tentang seorang cowok yaitu sang Vocalis, Danny yang nunggu di perempatan tampat pertama dia ketemu sama si cewek dan gak mau pindah berharap ceweknya bakalan ngeliat dia dan mau datang. Bermodalkan sleeping bag, foto, dan jam dia nunggu si cewek trus walaupun hujan, panas dan salju. Lalu, dia jadi selebriti dadakan, muncul di TV-news sebagai “The man waiting for a girl wont be moved”. Tapi sampai akhir video, Si cowok masih tetap nunggu (alias gak happy ending).
my fave lyrics: How can I move on when I still in love with you... (hahaha...gue banget yah)

ini video klip dan liriknya,

Going back to the corner where I first saw you, Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I’m not gonna move, Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand, Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am, Some try to hand me money they don’t understand, I’m not… broke I’m just a broken hearted man, I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do, How can I move on when I still in love with you…

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

Policeman says son you can’t stay her,
I said there’s someone I’m waiting for if it’s a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

People talk about the guy
Whos waiting on a girl…
Oohoohwoo
There on no hole in his shoes
But a big hole in his world…
Hmmmm

Maybe I’ll get famous as man who can’t be moved,
And maybe you won’t mean to but you’ll see me on the news,
And you’ll come running to the corner…
Cos you’ll know it’s just for you

I’m the man who can’t be moved
I’m the man who can’t be moved…

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you, Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I’m not gonna move.

err (???)

"you won't be thinking of someone so much
if you don't love him.."

Aha, rasanya ini menjawab pertanyaan gue kenapa dia masih di kepala gue setiap hari? kenapa mata gue selalu "searching" di tempat dia bisa duduk. Dan kenapa gue berharap kejadian setahun lalu dapat terulang lagi. Kenapa gue selalu kangen ingin membicarakan hal-hal yang dulu sering kita bicarakan.

phuih....

tapi dia sudah berubah sekarang. dia bukan lagi seperti yang dulu yang gue kenal. Kehangatan dan keramahannya sudah lari ntah kemana. Mungkin karena pergaulannya yang sekarang juga sudah berubah.

Gue kangen dia. tapi mengharapkan dia untuk menjadi seperti yang gue harapkan itu juga tidak mungkin. toh akhirnya, gue harus belajar hidup dalam rasa itu, sembari berusaha move on juga.

S.E.P.T.E.M.B.E.R

bulan sepetember selalu membawa romansa tersendiri
dikala natal mulai melongokkan dirinya
dikala kesibukan mulai muncul
dikala hujan yang semakin lebat,
yang memunculkan romansa tersendiri dan berbeda,
dan dikala memori lama menggeliat kembali
selamat datang september 2008
apakah september ceria dan penuh cinta seperti september 2007?

kenangan september ceria 2007 itu akan selalu teringat.
Miracle di tengah tipisnya imanku
ku kan selalu merindukannya mengharapkannya
sampai oktober menjemput
menunggu miracle itu akan terulang lagi
dan meninggalkan guratan manis dalam perjalanan hidupku

apakah ia juga ingat akan september itu?
apakah ia juga merindukan dan menantikan september itu seperti diriku?

di pucuk kemarau panjang

yang bersinar menyakitkan

kau datang menghantar

berjuta kesejukan

kasih ..

kau beri udara untuk nafasku

kau beri warna bagi kelabu jiwaku

tatkala butiran hujan

mengusik impian semu

kau hadir di sini

di batas kerinduanku

kasih ..

kau singkap tirai kabut di hatiku

kau isi harapan baru untuk menyongsong

harapan bersama

september ceria .. september ceria ..

september ceria .. september ceria ..

milik kita bersama

ketika rembulan bersinar

di hamparan citra biru

kutatap sebersit isyarat dimatamu

kasih ..

kau sibak sepi di sanubariku

kau bawa dku berani dalam asmara

dan mendamba bahagia

september ceria .. september ceria ..

september ceria .. september ceria ..

milik kita bersama

When you Love Someone who Doesn't Love Christ

Ika, i've got this in my e-mail box. Hope this could answer your struggle :)

I've recently received a few emails from fellow Christians asking about how they should best handle people in their lives whom they love, but who don't love Christ. A son whose father isn't saved; a man whose wife wants no part of his newfound faith, a woman whose faith strains her relationship with her beloved friend. Like that.

All Christians have in their lives people to whom they are close, but who don't share their faith. I was certainly in that situation after I got Instantly Saved; the Lord did not at the same time sweep my wife off her feet. (She was, in fact, away on a business trip at the time.

So, for what it's worth, here's my advice on What To Do With the Nonbelievers In Your Life:

There are three components involved in any relationship you have with another person: You, the other person, and the relationship that exists between the two of you. That's all of it, right there: That's the whole Relationship Combo. Nothing in a relationship exists outside those three elements. You handle each of those three things correctly, and everything about that relationship goes well.

So the question is, what attitude -- what guiding principle, what constantly motivating emotional truth -- should you take care to bring to each of those three dimensions in your relationship with a nonbeliever in your life?

About yourself, be humble.

Toward the other person, be loving.

Toward the relationship that exists between the two of you, be patient.

Humility, love and patience. There is no mountain those three can't move.

Humility: You must keep your awareness of this quality at the fore of your consciousness whenever you're dealing with a nonbeliever in your life. If you fail to do so, you will become strident in your attitude toward them: You will (however subtly) begin preaching to them, lecturing them, telling them what, how, and who they should be. That's not the sort of oil that keeps a relationship running smoothly. We all know we must be humble before God. Let us also not forget to be humble before the people in our lives--each of whom is, after all, an example of God's greatest creation, and made in His image. Remember: You didn't deserve to be saved. Being chosen by God isn't anything to be proud of; it's something to be grateful for. Humble up.

Love: As God loves us, we must love others. Of course that can be difficult--look at what it cost Christ to be unconditionally and absolutely loving towards all of us. If our Lord can suffer that, we can suffer whatever psychological or emotional pain it causes us to remain loving towards any person in our life--and especially toward any nonbeliever, for whom we can trust God has a special interest. God counts on us to love others, to be his loving agents on earth. Simply love the nonbeliever in your life. Christ will take it from there.

Patience: This is God's world, not ours. We keep time; we have watches and calendars and clocks and so on. God sits at the heart of eternity. I think it's safe to say he's not wearing a wristwatch. When it comes to the relationship between you and a nonbeliever--and especially with a nonbeliever to whom you're necessarily close--be patient. Wait. Never stop waiting. Have no agenda. Let God's will, in God's time, shape the relationship between you and the other person. When you're involved in a relationship with a nonbeliever, you are involved in one of the most important, precious dynamics given to any believer. Don't try to take the wheel of that relationship; don't start driving it in the way you think best. Give God the wheel. All you have to do with your nonbeliever is climb into the backseat with them--and then, side by side, the two of you can just enjoy the ride.